had BMT today in the morning from 8.30am to 4.30pm.
of course got break.
was super hungry by lunch break.
Jolene , YunHui and me rushed down to buy lunch. X:
admit i was feeling tired during the BMT.
but tried to keep awake and listen.
survived it! :D
after that, went home. (:

i got a MIXED feeling!
happy/anxious/sad/confused.
Im happy to the extreme and sad to the extreme as well.
just depends on which one i was thinking of. X:
i think im falling to it again! X:
i bet i will have to suffer again, but i decided to choose to fall into the "trap" .
isn't it foolish? but so what? :D

we both know the problem but no one wants to solve it?
or is it because it cant be solved?
it's making me very frustrated everytime this same thing happens again. X:
hope to solve this problem as soon as possible. X:
but it seems as if it cant be solve...
it's always bothering me..