Got back my report book .
wasnt that bad as i expected to be ..
but of course got fail .
after school , had extra training by some sec 3 NCOs . ( 2.30pm - 6+pm )
their teaching was good , but my rifle drills sucks. X:
after rifle drills , we had foot drills for about half hour(?) .
after training , went to mac with YuNing .
then after awhile , samantha they all came.
donovan and sam sat with us and we 4 took bus together to Yishun Interchange after eating .
went to popular and went home after that.


i hate it ..
how i wish ..
i did something very wrong today ..
i wont make it big anyway..

Had swearing in and P-O-P today.
but sec 2 and 3 not involve , so we played games and had competition with other schools . (:
i was involved in the captain's ball together with Kevin , Ahmad , Jolene , Me and YongXiang (reserved).
im the catcher.
it was fun even though we get 4th ...
im sorry for not being able to catch some of the ball.. D;
went home around 8plus after eating dinner with Jolene.

please dont let my emotions take control of me ...
i think i must learn how to control my emotions ...
im sorry ...

Ohhh gawrrrr. didnt get scolded for not doing my reading log.
tomorrow will be the deadline .
but i dont think i will be able to complete TWO by today. D;
got back my English and Lit test.
English : 10/20 . :D
Lit : 16/25 . ( First time getting this better result. X: )
[ since school starts , i have been giving my mother lousy results to see for all the tests. X: either fail or just pass! D; ]
gonna have a major(?) project on ROMEO AND JULIET for Lit.
after school , went to AMK for something. :D

yesterday went to church and reached at 11am for CG .
finished at 1+pm and went down to book seats.
service started at 1.30pm and we got no time to eat .
the service is a video sermon as pastors are at new york to preach there !
miss them so much! D:
anyway , i felt that God is directly speaking to me through the sermon.
it's so powerful !
after that service , went to eat lunch(3+pm).
went for main service (5-7pm).
it's the same sermon , but i have gotten another revelation.
after the service , candy and gina prayed for me.
went home after that (8+pm). D;

i cant go for service today ! so sad..
something is missing inside me when i never go!
maybe because it's feels odd after spending almost my whole week in church.
service is starting soon!! , about 15 more mins!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , JOLENE !!~ ;D
DONT BE BASH UP BY OUR CG ! (:
IM NOT THERE TO SEE HOW YOU GET BASH!! ):

went for BMT and zone prayer meeting today .
went early to help out for the registration. (7+am - 4+pm)
this second lesson taught me alot of things too.
i hope it can be used and it works!
after BMT , slacked around and waited for the ZPM.
it was great ! (cried though) .
after that , slack and went home at 9pm.
took a lot of niceee pictures! :D
the pictures are on facebook! (:

CD course today was seriously boringggg ! ( 8+am to 4+pm ) It was super LONGGGGG alright???
not paying alot of attention to it. D:
took the test , hope i can pass and get the badge.
O-M-G , the guy is totally SHUAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Handsome tttttttttttttmmmmmmmmm! :D
the girls made me so embarrassed when i got chance to shake hands with HIM.
keep shouting my name. X:
ahhhhh, i gave up the chance. ):
But he's still CUTE AND SHUAI !!! :D

anyway , after we reached back school around 5pm , my new "gang" sat down at the tables and chairs behind the LE SHOP(?).
Hahhh, we talked about NCOs and stuffs related to NPCC. :D
it was a fun talk. (:
then we went to eat dinner together at northpoint foodcourt.
then after that went to mac , ( Yee Kiat left ).
Gina and Cheryl met us at mac.
then they made new friends, exchanged numbers. :D

" I need energyyy ! ~~ "
I HOPE EVERYTHING WORKS ! ~~

yesterday was a SUPERRRR POWERFUL service.
had sec school revival night from 6-9pm.
it was seriously great!
went home late but didnt get scolded , i think that's the power of god.
ohh yar, before the service went to AMK hub with Jolene and her friends to watch Alice in wonderland.
hmmm, i dont really like it.
today stayed at home till 4plus , using computer.
then went out to Jolene's house .
intend to do homework but in the end played and slacked. X:
got a lot of works to do actually. D:

had BMT today in the morning from 8.30am to 4.30pm.
of course got break.
was super hungry by lunch break.
Jolene , YunHui and me rushed down to buy lunch. X:
admit i was feeling tired during the BMT.
but tried to keep awake and listen.
survived it! :D
after that, went home. (:

i got a MIXED feeling!
happy/anxious/sad/confused.
Im happy to the extreme and sad to the extreme as well.
just depends on which one i was thinking of. X:
i think im falling to it again! X:
i bet i will have to suffer again, but i decided to choose to fall into the "trap" .
isn't it foolish? but so what? :D

we both know the problem but no one wants to solve it?
or is it because it cant be solved?
it's making me very frustrated everytime this same thing happens again. X:
hope to solve this problem as soon as possible. X:
but it seems as if it cant be solve...
it's always bothering me..

had shooting course today during npcc.
it was fun, until SOME THINGS totally spoilt my mood. =.=
went home ALONE.
never understand my frustrated level.

had napfa today instead of tomorrow as tomorrow there's shooting course! :D
my sit and reach only get E! X:
my shuttle run , stretch my muscle , pain until.. !! X:
finished everything around 4(?).
then slacked at canteen until 6 plus then went home.

it's just that you dont know.
even if you know, you seriously dont care.
i shouldnt put high hopes on you anymore. X:

went to church today. (:
im so happy !
service was awesomeee!
i love it man! then after service, went to eat and hang out till 7 then went home. (:

today was running day! (:
met geraldine they all then took 855 at khatib bus stop.
then finally the cross country at macritche reservoir started.
i hope that i could get in the top 20 but i thought that it's not possible so i was behind.
during the race, i never stop, even though was quite tiring.
i chiong during the downslope towards the ending point.
got the 6th position!! (:
didnt expected this. X:
it was really fun today. (:
after the race and giving out prizes,ShiXiang,Clara and Me went to bishan while Jolene went home first.
ate there.
then met my cousin.
then met Jolene at AMK hub.
met Gina and went to take bus to chuch.
played games there. (:
me and Jolene travelled to yishun and waited for sooooo long for Fedora they all.
then went eat with them and i went home first. (:
Today was a great day! (:

maths test today, im so gonna fail it. =.=
all seriously i dont know how to do.
anyhow do until very fan. =.=
anyway, today went for the history trip.
it was super fun plus scary. :D
reached back school around 5plus then went for NPCC.

Never get into the finals! (expected)
our position is 80th/134 teams.
at least we manage to finish in time. (: